My Almost Life

Im at a point in my life where sex isn’t very important to me when it comes to relationships. I need other things to keep me happy. If we can’t have a relationship without having to have sex constantly and talk about it all the time then it won’t work. Sex shouldn’t be the deciding factor. Making each other laugh,feel special and loved is more important.

Making my past my future

Never would have thought that after learning my first love cheated the whole 3 years we were together then hating him for it for 4 years that I would be right back in his arms. Im still shocked about and it’s been almost a week since I hugged him and smelled him and those feelings came rushing back. I told my mom I saw him this past weekend and the first thing she said was ” uhhh huuuuhhh… Yall were young and needed time apart to grow” She is also convinced that’s why none of my other relationships worked out. I guess only time will tell…

Has anyone tried speed dating? I want too. I think it would be really fun to do. rubs chin

Can’t sleep

I absolutely hate when Im so tired (like I am now) but can’t sleep. My day was long and stressful and I can’t stop thinking about the caotic mess I got put through. My nose is stopped up and I can’t get comfortable in my bed….smh Im losing big time tonight.

Im sad and hurt and I hate it. Be assertive..tell them how you feel. #bullshit!!

Jumps up and down what about me??? Oh I don’t exsist…

Friend Zone

……sigh ……

Slick wish I had someone to go home to.

Tumbler Question:

What makes you the opposite sex best friend material but not gf/bf material?

I would just like to say that I love me some ME! I’m awesome,funny,amazing and pretty darn cute. If I don’t think highly of myself who else will? *muah*